Happy Coming Out Day...

HAPPY...indeed! I just did one of the most terrifying things a gay man could ever do. I just came out to my nonapproachable father, BUT... He was OKAY with it!!! It feels as if I just let go of a sack of bricks that I was carrying on my shoulders. It feels AMAZING, AWESOME, GREAT... There are not enough words in the English Language to describe this feeling. I Love my parents. I feel like the luckiest man alive.

HAPPY COMING OUT DAY EVERYONE!

Love, José D. :)

Drastic Change.

I know I don't usually post, but let's be honest... it's not like anyone cares! So with that said, let's move on. I decided to start a blog for three reasons:

1. Some of my favorite internet celebrities and authors were blogging and so I wanted a place to come and be able to have all of the links for my fave bloggers in one place.

2. Like my journal, I find blogging to be quite therapeutic. It's very relaxing, and it just feels right to have a place where you can let out all of your thoughts and ideas.

3. I knew for a fact that nobody that I know IRL was going to read my blog and so I was safe to spill my beans. :)

Anyway, I'm just currently... satisfied with my life, I guess you can call it. I'm almost done with my second week of college. I LOVE my school... GO CUBS! And I'm just glad to have my life back because I have to say that July and August of 2009 were the most long and boring months of my life! Fall is my favorite season of the year and so that is another exciting thing coming up in my life. New seasons of my favorite shows, perfect weather, awesome fashion, and AWESOMENESS all around! So... I guess I'll just wrap it up here.

Peace, Love, and Life. :)

I finished a chapter, the rest is still unwritten...

Today I have placed the final dot in one of the chapters in my life. High School is finally over! No more waking up at 5:30 a.m., taking a shower, getting ready, listening to Ryan Seacrest's On Air radio show, and heading out the door at 7:00 a.m. to walk into John C Fremont High's campus.No more laughters in Advisory caused by the stupid jokes made by Alejandra. No more "do you need anything?" for my service class with Mr. Holmes. No more arguing with Betty during second period at the library. No more slacking off in Mr. Hsieh's English Lit class. No more laughters from Ms. Lucindo caused again by the combination of Alejandra's stupidity and my stupidity. No more hanging out at "our spot" during lunch with all of the girls. No more feeling uncomfortable in Mr. Edwards' class. No more ditching Ms. Ikediashi's art class with Veronica at the Library. No more hanging out with carina after school. No more drama. No more fremont. No more High School.

An Introduction...

It's quite funny how some of us use the cybernetic world to escape from the real world. Here I am, spilling my guts out. Trying to escape reality...pretending people care about what I have to say. There are only 21 days left of high school. I am terrified of the "real world". I don't even want to think about it anymore.